hard

At times like this...it is SO hard to be so far away from home! Remember, I went home last month because my Grandma was very sick. She started doing better after I returned home and actually got released from the hospital and has been in a Rehab center the past few weeks. Well, this morning she suffered a heart attack and is very, very ill. Her Sat's are dropping and is fighting for every breath. It breaks my heart. I wish I was there to hold my Grandma's hand and wrap my arms around my Mom.